My Past.My Future.My Life..ME..

Firstly, i know i’ve mention that the previous post was gonna be the end of my blog here in FS. I’m sorry, sia langgar. hehe.

Actually, i wasn’t in the mood of blogging (especially with piled up works which shud be gettin’ my #1 attention at the moment). But as i was browsing around FS, i found something. Something which made it hard not to blog about it.

Initially, i wanted to ramble about it in another blog account in blogspot. However, due to some technical problems (i can’t logged in!) and not wanting the idea/material to go to waste, i decided to blog about it here instead. Tgklaa..maybe nanti sia copy and paste this post into that account =p

As mentioned, i was browsing around in FS when i “stumbled” upon one particular picture. It’s nothing special with it to be honest, but to me, somehow i find it significant. It was that significant to me up til’ the extent of creating that mellow feeling wanting to look at it few times.

There are 3 of my favorite things summed up into one picture; the place, the person and the caption especially.

At this point of time, i knew it. I suck big time.

It’s too bad tho’ i can’t say more about it. I refuse to. I’ve gone so far and am not willing to go back to square one. Eh, ingat senang kaa?…hard work you know. *chuckles*

Okaylaa. I think i should just put an end here. Karang i go mellow2 pula. LOL!

Ouh, and another thing, i don’t wanna be the ‘just-another-girl’. Treat me like an ass (please!) for all i care. Just don’t place me at par with the rest of them. I dislike it, very, very much.

sasayka, but wants it to go away~

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Twas funny indeed.

Few minutes ago before i started on with this current post, i went through the old blog of mine in livejournal. To be honest, i hadn’t had the slightest idea of whatever shyte i had jotted down there the previous years and to add up, i can’t even recall the last time i blogged (or to be specific, stopped writing).

So, anyways, i manage to retrieved the correct username and password (note: it was several years since i last logged in). However, the retriving part wasn’t easy. I had to dig deep trying to figure out what my username and password could be. Tapi macamana pun somehow i manage to get inside la after a few attempts. *pats own head* i have a good memory indeed. ahahaha!

Trus kan, sia p lah baca2 all my posts which wasn’t many…only about few posts la..all totaling to less than 15 or was it 10? ehe..The first thing i did once i got inside was to find out the exact last date i was there. To my suprise, it was on February 2005. WHAT THE HELL? 3 tahun lalu ahh..punyala..ahahaha.

I began reading each of the long-ago-posted post one after another. It felt good reading some old stuff u wrote about which u had eventually left off (halfway) somewhere and had not the slighest idea about them the proceeding years later. The content of those posts were so suprising it made me wonder if it was really i who wrote all that. lmao!

Anyhows, my point of blogging this time with the sole purpose of letting you guys know that the retrieval of my long-lost blog had just made my day! *claps*

p.s: it’s been awhile since i last engaged into any sports and tomorrow (more like today) is going to be another "come-back" for me. we’ll be having an inter-block tournament of netball (which i won’t be joining if it wasn’t because of my friend ;- tx shaz, for coercing me to join ahaha). i have a good reason to be worried about. my left knee had always been hurting since years back but i strongly feel that it’s been worst lately. so, wish me luck!

p.p.s: congratulations to mi sista and soon-to-be bro-in-law on your engagement day today. cepat2 kahwin and berproductive ah. i’ve read in the paper somewhere around last year regarding the percentage of chinese population in Malaysia itself has been declining. jadi paham2 la. ahahha.

cheers~

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  Hey hey…nothing much happened today..for once since a very long time, i whole heartedly feel like blogging.

  Actually, teda apa2 juga ba…just need someone or something to pour myself out..well, since i’m not used of telling someone or ppl about my feelings nor do i keep private diaries or journals, therefore i prefer to blog (despite knowing that more than a handful of ppl will read it LOLS.) Let’s just hope they won’t =D

  These days, i can consider myself such a cry baby. I’ll cry over smallest thing. To be specific, anything related to si silly ahmeo =p. It doesn’t matter what topic as long as its related to him…it can be funny ones, stupid ones especially sad ones.

  How does it really feels like when one is in love? Is it like what i have gone and going thru? or am i just exaggerating love? Do you guys tend to get teary when someone u consider special gave a soft peck on you foreheads? Cos i do. I cried cos i feel respected and also touched.

  Does it hurt when he/she is far from you? Like eventhough you guys talked on the phone for hours or even text message each other or chat over IM but still, at the end of the night your eyes gets wet when the thought of him/her crosses your mind? Cos i do. And i am now =< Hairan owh kan? Or maybe something’s gone wrong with my tear gland (or whatever its name is LOLS.)

  For instance today (and any other day) i called him and we chatted away happily throughout our conversations. When being asked am i ok or not, i show no sign or worriness whatmore sadness. I tend to start a happy topic but actually am dying to let him know that i’m missing him badly (awwww..kasiannya haha). Finally, the moment i got off the phone, there i am, texting him to takecare of himself, profusely reminding him of being safe and such. Lepas tu last2, sa pun menangis2 telling him that i missed him so much. Hahahaha..eee..came to think of it, funny juga owh sa rasa..

(Hey! blogging actually made me feel alot better!! XD)

  Pastu apa lagi sa mau cakap ah..teda sudah sa rasa mau cakap hehe..ok ok the point is, i just miss him so much…sometimes its ok but often they hurt la LOLS. Anyways, for those of you who don’t really know me (yet), i admit. YES, i am a crybaby XD but i can easily "adjust" myself to be not. I have a superpower that enables me to turn any modes on and off.

(This is what happen when i get stupid and stupid-er. Conversation goes nowehere. And it’s far from sanity.)

  Okay la okay..i’ll put an end here. But before that, i would LooOooOvVeEEee to wish Daisy and her soon-to-be fiance, Jeremy, an advance congratulations on their Engagement Day!!

p/s: Bah moi, pandai2 bawa diri kio..mau jadi tunang urg sudah ko tu..nanti me and che2 tunggu grand opening kilang ko ah. LOLSSS.

Mahal kita BoRtHoMeV.missing you loads.blessed and grateful to have us.you’re the best thing ever (hopefully teda lagi better la. palis2 XD)

Nothing’s special actually.
I am just so bloody happy!
Got a notebook today.
I love it. muahaha.

takecare ya’ll!!

*jumps around* =P

Hey yer guys..
I have just finished going thru other people’s blog.  I never knew reading others’ blogs is so much fun. But i am well aware of one thing though, not all blogs are worth reading. I mean, it’s just a matter whether it suits your liking and stuff bah kan. I intend to do more ‘blog-hunting’ tapi later la cos i have to feed my 7 dogs first.

I have gone thru Horror Ville blog, it’s hilarious man! Full of imagination and i can say well written too. But that’s not the point. What’s important is the content. There are a few snaps as well. Well snapped. I’ve given out comments like how many? 3 or more (more i guess). Nice job Ban.*thumbs up*

Bah i’m off now, i’ll let u guys know more about others’ blog which fascinate me aights? takecare and all the best ya’ll.

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